My application for British citizenship was accepted and I had my citizenship ceremony on Monday. Am I really British now? I still have my Hungarian accent and still making grammatical errors but I can complain a lot about the weather and I love jacket potato as well.
Am I really British? I’m Just about to completely separate from my English husband. Which is very sad considering we have a 6 years old beautiful daughter.
Think it was coming for a while now. Signs were there that something is not working.
We didn’t manage to get to the stage to have a second child which could be due to financial considerations but also I just didn’t feel anymore to have a child with him.
He is a great guy just probably not meant for me. I wish I could love him more. I wish I could have a beautiful marriage, a big house and a handful of children.
But life sometimes works out differently. I’m now trying to settling in the thought that I may be single again with a small child. I do hate being single. I just work so much better in marriage. But looks like my idea of marriage is not working. I just wanted someone who would help me carry the baggage till the end of my life but my husband doesn’t want to do that without any emotional and sexual relationship with me. So he wants to leave. He’s Saying that this is what I wanted for years and years. I don’t even know anymore. Did I really want this?